I feel insecure about myself day by day. Knowing that I'm nothing compare to the other girls. I love being alone. That's my thing. Wait, no I do love to have someone by my side. This feeling of mine. It won't go away. None of my feeling's does. Knowing people watching you from any angle , any side and they judge you for one mistake. I can't carry on like that. Feel embarrassed , feel judge. But you know what. Shame on you! What goes around comes around. I'm leaving Facebook soon. Can't wait for that. My friend ask me, "Mia, why does your blog name is Play with fire? and the you put 'I am an insure mess', why ?" Well girl , have you played with fire before? Then she replied, Yes. Well does it hurt? She replied , of course it does! Well,
that's how I feel inside. And after you burn something , it turns into ashes right? Yes. Those ashes they normally flew away right? Yes. Well,
that's my life. I often feel messy with myself because of the things I did.
After I leave Facebook , you can talk about me as many as you want. I won't look back. I won't. Trust me. May you leave a happy life. While, mine is still in the shadows. I never attend to look pretty. I barely put myself at my profile picture because I know, whoever is beside me she/he is more beautiful. Well, now you know right. I never thought a friend like you would say those mean words to me.
MEAN CRUEL SELFISH , you are. Thanks for the memories BTW. We were best friend. But now, your like a stranger to me. That awkward moment, when you saw someone that used to meant the world for you, now their nothing. I'm glad we met, now I know the real you. How much pain I had to suffer to become your friend. Bye now.
