Throughout 2011 (kinda) :
I was crying on the first day off school because people around me looked at me differently. They gave me this look -pain look's. It was hard. I told no one. Instead I said , it was one off my best day in school. I was selfish , I was mean , I lied , I was not the "Amirah" I know. I was different. I did things because I want attention , apparently I got to much. In 2010 , I wrote a few name's in my blog and yeah. It's my fault. I know. I admit it and yes , I did say sorry. But, I couldn't forgive myself. I hurt myself. Not physically but emotionally. Satu kesilapan boleh bawa jahanam. People hate me when I posted that one post. I did apologize. I was to hacked with social network. Even my friends didn't trust me. Okay enough with 2010. Off the topic pulak. haih. Where was I ? Oh yeah , so a week just moved on. I'm in science class and I took ICT. I was appointed as the assistant class monitor. Well, that was fun. Uumm , February March#exam April May was okay. Then came June. 27th June 2011 , that was the end between me and you know who. Well that was pain. Like I said -My heart crushed into pieces but it will get better. Moving on , October came and it was the final exam. I wasn't preparing anything because I was to excited about school holidays. I really wanna get out from school. Its not that I don't like school , I just don't like the people around me. School was tough for me. It really was. Knowing that you have hater's it really hurts. I tried to show the real me but people don't give a shit. Ya Allah , mencarut pulak. It's like : (Dalam gelanggang) Okay , show us what you got ! C'mon. So , I give them a punch. That's it ! Your OUT ! ting ting ting , and the winner is US ! yeay . Okay. I don't usually give example because I'm not good at it. So yea , this is the best I can give. Sorry. Back to reality. Since I deactivated my facebook a few months ago. I will not be socialize. I don't have a twitter account. Because, I don't want to. The only thing I have is my tumblr and blog. But apparently , now that Tumblr is crowded. There's a limit reblog post. Some'in like that. Shame on you new Tumblr-errrsssss. I've been using Tumblr for years but now there's a limit reblog post ?! What is this? It's like twitter -_____________-' Shame on you. That is the only place I could go to. You know what I'm sayin? -V Hudgens. Moving on, uumm the best film I've seen so far in 2011 was 'The King's Speech' I love it ♥ Oh and Ombak Rindu :') My family is the best. They are the best. They never fail to put a smile on my face. I just ♥ them. December came, and it was the best month throughout the year. I'm not gonna brag it here. Just so you know, December was unforgettable. I was touched :') love you mak abah adik along.
HAPPY NEW YEAR , everyone (: May Allah bless you. May this new year won't be the last for everything. I won't be online that much in 2012. Maybe I'll share some. We'll see ;) So, have a Happy New Year and may your azam be the best than last year.
Oh and the list I promise to my friends. Unforgettable Names in 2011 : 1) Farhanah Syazwani 2) Syazwani (Syazrin) 3) Nabilah Daud 4) Najmin Hafidz 5) Hazim Iman 6) Syafie Ismail 7) Amy 8) Syaza Nurliyana 9) Helmi 10) Syaza Amirah 11) Muly Aidil 12) Khairul Ikhwan 13) Din Sanip 14) Amirul Azri 15) Luqman Hakim
Well , that's about it. I'll add it later.
I know its a long post and probably no one would read it. But, seriously Thank You so much for all your love and support. Whatever you've been through in 2011 , I will wish you All The Best and may 2012 will be one of your best year. Insyallah (:
I was crying on the first day off school because people around me looked at me differently. They gave me this look -pain look's. It was hard. I told no one. Instead I said , it was one off my best day in school. I was selfish , I was mean , I lied , I was not the "Amirah" I know. I was different. I did things because I want attention , apparently I got to much. In 2010 , I wrote a few name's in my blog and yeah. It's my fault. I know. I admit it and yes , I did say sorry. But, I couldn't forgive myself. I hurt myself. Not physically but emotionally. Satu kesilapan boleh bawa jahanam. People hate me when I posted that one post. I did apologize. I was to hacked with social network. Even my friends didn't trust me. Okay enough with 2010. Off the topic pulak. haih. Where was I ? Oh yeah , so a week just moved on. I'm in science class and I took ICT. I was appointed as the assistant class monitor. Well, that was fun. Uumm , February March#exam April May was okay. Then came June. 27th June 2011 , that was the end between me and you know who. Well that was pain. Like I said -My heart crushed into pieces but it will get better. Moving on , October came and it was the final exam. I wasn't preparing anything because I was to excited about school holidays. I really wanna get out from school. Its not that I don't like school , I just don't like the people around me. School was tough for me. It really was. Knowing that you have hater's it really hurts. I tried to show the real me but people don't give a shit. Ya Allah , mencarut pulak. It's like : (Dalam gelanggang) Okay , show us what you got ! C'mon. So , I give them a punch. That's it ! Your OUT ! ting ting ting , and the winner is US ! yeay . Okay. I don't usually give example because I'm not good at it. So yea , this is the best I can give. Sorry. Back to reality. Since I deactivated my facebook a few months ago. I will not be socialize. I don't have a twitter account. Because, I don't want to. The only thing I have is my tumblr and blog. But apparently , now that Tumblr is crowded. There's a limit reblog post. Some'in like that. Shame on you new Tumblr-errrsssss. I've been using Tumblr for years but now there's a limit reblog post ?! What is this? It's like twitter -_____________-' Shame on you. That is the only place I could go to. You know what I'm sayin? -V Hudgens. Moving on, uumm the best film I've seen so far in 2011 was 'The King's Speech' I love it ♥ Oh and Ombak Rindu :') My family is the best. They are the best. They never fail to put a smile on my face. I just ♥ them. December came, and it was the best month throughout the year. I'm not gonna brag it here. Just so you know, December was unforgettable. I was touched :') love you mak abah adik along.
HAPPY NEW YEAR , everyone (: May Allah bless you. May this new year won't be the last for everything. I won't be online that much in 2012. Maybe I'll share some. We'll see ;) So, have a Happy New Year and may your azam be the best than last year.
Oh and the list I promise to my friends. Unforgettable Names in 2011 : 1) Farhanah Syazwani 2) Syazwani (Syazrin) 3) Nabilah Daud 4) Najmin Hafidz 5) Hazim Iman 6) Syafie Ismail 7) Amy 8) Syaza Nurliyana 9) Helmi 10) Syaza Amirah 11) Muly Aidil 12) Khairul Ikhwan 13) Din Sanip 14) Amirul Azri 15) Luqman Hakim
Well , that's about it. I'll add it later.
I know its a long post and probably no one would read it. But, seriously Thank You so much for all your love and support. Whatever you've been through in 2011 , I will wish you All The Best and may 2012 will be one of your best year. Insyallah (: