Friday, June 22

SHAKE IT OUT


Entrepreneur is coming soon. They pressured me with all this stuff , from small stuff to big stuff. I'm tired , exhausted and barely breath. My parents told me to shut myself down , but I refuse too. They know what's best for me , them. Not my friends. Sick. I'm sick. Due to being this typical girl who wants a typical life, that's so hard to get sometimes stress me out. I work my ass off just to be prefect for them. But why Amirah? Why ? With all your friends you want to be perfect , to make them not to hate you, to make them understand you but they never will. Your Parents who are there for you , you need to step it up ! C'mon Amirah , you can do this. Insyallah. Only Allah knows.

I'm trying my very best to please everyone. Trust me. But the truth is ; I CAN'T PLEASE EVERYONE!  


I have to shake them off out of me. These demon that had been hanging on my shoulder and seduce me to do all the evil stuff instead of the good ones. I have to shake my classmate out who are not there for me when I need one. I have to shake my nerves out when I'm doing something. I have to shake my lazybones away. I have to shake out my strategies of remembering stuff for SPM and do a lot of exercise. I'll make my 30Days challenge myself. I'm gonna post it later. I really , REALLY have to shake it out. Florence taught me to shake them all out 'And it's hard to dance with a devil on your back.So shake him off, oh woah'