Let's Pretend

 I've been away from school for a week. My face turned into this.. my oh my , only god knows. Having chicken pox is the worst especially when you had nothing to do. My empty spaces has been full with Korea and One Direction but mostly Korea, all the dramas and variety shows. My , I'm addicted again. I have to stop this. This feeling , stop. I'm addicted to other things too like Iman , Wani and you know who. Well, Iman dah lama tak text :( I miss all those night calls. Dear Iman , if your reading this. Perhaps your the only one who would be reading my blog , please come back. I miss the old you. I know SPM is just around the corner , everyone has been saying the same thing but boy oh boy , this friendship will never end. Never. You and Wani are like my air to breath. You know your my peanut to my butter and I miss my peanut. So please , come back (:

I've been replaying One Direction new song. I think I broke the replay button but who cares ? Having fun is not a crime , right ? hehe. Moving on , I've been missing my classmate like I never miss them before. Here's a few people who text/call me during my chicken pox days , Fatini, Wani, Sarah, Audra, Anem, Amir, Din, Haziq, Syu'aidi, Zahid. Lots of love guys♥ 

Well I've been missing you know who too. Its been a week and I feel like a month. I don't think if he feels the same way. Guys, they just think differently that what makes them.. GUYS. I think, haha. Well, what I do know is when girls feel butterfly , they feel fireworks and when girls feel chills , they feel frozen. Its like 2x better. I asked Zahid the other day , what is your type of girl ? and he answered , the one who talks to him. But I gave him a feedback saying , a girl likes it when a boy talks first but you know what he replied ? He said , well actually , guys feel the same. FEEL THE SAME. That answer surprised me , A LOT. Okay so the conclusion is if you like a guy , start the conversation first. Maybe he'll feel the same. This is Zahid tips please remember that (: I've been going back and forth with you know who. I want things to be different. I just hope he wants the same thing too. Lets make it clear that all of this will happen after SPM. SPM is very important and this is just a little fun to loose the stress out. I want him to feel those fireworks they all say and the things Zahid told me about guys feel the same too. But for now , Let's pretend it's love and never stop for anyone. I just want that and let's pretend , shall we ?