I promised to start blogging on 3rd March 2013 but unfornately I have to moved on faster. My life has been complicated during SPM trials and chicken pox days. I got the best support from my family which I am grateful enough. Happy enough as you may say. I have to be honest now , here and then since blogger and tumblr is my only social network.
I never understood the relationship I had before, I mean it was all messed up. Well, I like to think it that way. A messed up relationship will never helped me to move on. But now I am. hhmm, for whats worth ; I loved him. Love him once, love him twice but will never love him again. Its call 'loved'
Feeling insecure day by day not having friends to talk to. I don't blame anyone, I refuse to. I had the time to myself. Trying to improve the attitude and discovering new stuff. Being matured is the real thing right now. Its not about where have you been? or how are you being doing? or whom was with you? Its about what are you going to do next ? I mean its a whole new world out there. Going to college or PLKN, meeting new friends, finding a job. All of these things will make you matured.
I am not a kid and not yet a woman. A teenager. Special isn't it ? hihi. So what did I do for the holidays ? hhmm, let me see. I'm sorry I'm not gonna tell. haha. I think my time is up for today. I hope you guys had a splendid holiday and still be having one. I must say, I miss eveything. But I have to let go. Cheerios !