It doesn't make sense to me when we're trying our best not to fall in love but then you fall so hard. My condition towards this love situation is nothing but doubts. Is he the one ? should I be doing this ? Am I going to get hurt again ? I'm trying to take this love situation as slow as it can take. Because the last time I feel in love , I was everywhere. I mean betul betul tak stabil dengan SPM is just around the corner but Alhamdulilah tak effect results :) Its just that, maybe I was in a rush. Macam a half way roller coaster. hhmm, apa lah. Okay, for some of you think love is silly but actually love can really change you. I'm blessed I've meet a few good people. The thing is , I took a long time to feel in love again. Because when I fell, I fell really hard. The thing I had with Mr.Cookie Monster was history and I need to move on. It wasn't official or anything but it was something special. Since, I need to gain my strength back.. here comes another ride. But this time is a slow one. No need to rush and jump into decision. I'm gonna take my time. Relax and maybe this could work. Well see how it goes love ? hihi