Honestly, I miss my blog. I miss typing how I feel and what I discovered.
So, Hi for those who's been reading. I hope your doing well as I am.
Life has been great so far, alhamdulilah. I just finished my 2nd semester for the 1st year and it was a good semester. I've got to know a couple of friends deeper than their own personality. A simple conversation can really change everything. Even a smile can make a better day for the other person.
Personally, I've been missing my friends in Muadzam very much and I didn't contact them. I don't blame them as life are getting busier. If you were given a chance to pause everything in your life, I bet most of the people would choose the happiest day of their life so they could stay there forever and things are the same as the way it is. It will be the most perfect day of their life's. A moment where it was just nice and you could really feel the happiness slipping away through your fingertips as time need to move. Its a must for time to move as our life needs to keep going. But, a pause would be just nice to lighting up a dark room. Now I get it. I get it now, why people keep saying that remember the most happiest day of your life when you feel like giving up or when you think your world is turning grey because those moment are the colors to you life. Okay. That was complicated yet simple, in a way. I guess.
I am grateful for the things that had happen, really I am. But, action speaks louder than words and only Allah knows our heart better than ourselves.
I've been thinking about what I'm going to do in the future lately. As for now, I want to be a lecturer. I know I'm not ready and I need to work hard to achieve that goal. I was thinking of taking a double degree too. Its way cooler haha. But, I need a master for a lecturer so lets just hope for the best.
I miss Wani though. Trust me, she won't be reading my blog because she's too awesome for something like this haha.
I've been typing in my Microsoft words for the past days but I decided to type a fresh one here. Yeah, so I could pause while remember this moment of mine that I am typing while listening to James Bay on an orange sofa in front of the TV while checking my whatsapp messenger once in a while because one of my classmate is watching 'Terbaik Dari Langit' (a must watch film). A moment to pause, even though it is not important but at least I'm starting to write again.
If I could choose a moment to pause, I would choose the most saddest moment in my life because sadness will always be there for me to remind myself that life can hurt you sometimes and its okay as long as you remember it and never to repeat those things again. That moment of mine is a self reminder to dear self.
It's 2am and I need to go now.
p/s: I just watched Love, Rosie. I am lovestruck right now with myself. Its like watching If I stay all over again haha
Goodbye now xx