"Love will never fade away"

I would be lying if I said I don't love you guys anymore but I do. 5 Epsilon will always be in my heart. The problems I've been through with you guys is just a lesson to learn. So , this is the special post I've been promising seen's last year. I really do and still love you guys♥ 

NABILAH ATHIRAH & SITI NURFARAHANIM
You guys are the first people I said Hi when I first step in to 4 Dedikasi 2011. It was really hard for me to make friends because I was so closed with Nabilah Daud back then. That was not the first time I met you guys but I was happy we've met again. Do you know how much time we spent together last year ? It was timeless. We had fun all the time (: Most of the things we did together and now its hard for me to let you guys go. All the memories we had were PRECIOUS :') I will never forget you Darlings. Mungkin Allah bagi laluan dekat kitaorang tahun lepas untuk lagi rapat. Alhamdulilah , you Darlings are one of my closets friends. I will always remember how Nabilah likes everything sweet and prefer ice cream then mineral water. I think its cute. Anem will always charm me with her personality. You have a great personality , Anem. Nanti I belikan high heels eh biar you tinggi sikit, hihi. So ,  I want you guys to know that I will always love you and I will never forget you ♥

AUDRA DAYANA & FARAH NUR AQILAH

You both are the best support system ever. I would never ask for more. I meet Qila last year, then she invited me to her Raya Open House , I was very excited indeed. I still have the post in my blog. We became a lit' bit close on wards. I really miss those days , where we're nothing but fun ! I've known Audra for the past years but never get really close to her. She was Aisyatul's best friend. Audra , you had been helping me with all the decoration and class problems. I know sometimes you think ; when you laugh too much , tears will follow you soon. But honey trust me,  laugh and tears are the same thing they just express it in another way. Without you both , I would never survive today. Thank you , Audra and Qila for all your support :') I love you Audra Comel & Qila Comel ♥

KHAIRUL IKHWAN & AMIRUL RASYID

Dear you guys , thank you. Firstly , I've been friends with you guys for the past 5 years including this year. Masa form 1 dah gaduh dengan Rasyid dah , haha. That was funny, I'm not joking. We slaped each other. While with Ikhwan , we have the only us know that thingy. Okay , no one will understand this. Most of the time are secret. Rasyid , sometimes I'm so mad at you and hate you so much but somehow ,you know how to loose it all the way. Macam mana eh ? Tak pe , asalkan dah tak marah dah. haha. Ikhwan , you can be so nice and so cruel at the same time. It's so hard to know you these day. But its okay , I'll get used to it (: So , at the end of the day you guys treat me well. I thanked you , being friends with you guys is never a regret. hehe ♥

AMIRUL AZRI & LUQMAN HAKIM

Azri Darling , Luqman Honey oh I will never get tired of that. I really missed singing with Azri :( We sang a lot , trust me , we do. Singing with you made my stress goes away. I never really had a friend whom sang with me through all the songs but you did. yeay ! How are you Azri Darling ? Is everything okay ? It's been a long time since we had a real conversation. I really miss you. We used to have a lot of fun together. Maybe we're not that close but I will never forget you're creative ideas. Oh how I wish , I could make it happen. Maybe one day , Insyallah. Luqman Honey , 안녕하세요 (: You have been so good to me. You always gave me this weird and funny ideas at the same time, haha. I really loved it. I was shocked when you told your ambition and I would never imagine you're one of the arts student. You are amazing , you are so ambitious. May all your dreams come true and may our plan *winkwink will happen one day. Insyallah (: Thank you for giving all the awesome ideas Luqman and Azri♥

IZZAH SYAHIRAH & FARAH HANA
Somehow your strength has brought me here. Dearest beloved Izzah and Zoey , you hyper , jokes , laughable words are hard to resist. We may have our difficulties but as time past by , you would still play along with my jokes or action even though their not funny. Haha , its okay. I know I'm not. Bak kata Zahid - Mia boring -__-' I know we don't have the same life as we grew older but the only thing I know is our life will become exactly the same when it comes to be true to people. May Allah bless you , May your jokes will be funnier and may your life become better. Thank you for putting up with me , hihi♥

FAIZ FAUZI & HAZRUL ROSDI

You guys had taught me so much about friendship. For better or worse , for rich or poor. Okay wait , dah macam dekat wedding pulak. I will never forget how I met Faiz in MySpace, haha. It was so funny , trust me. I won't tell it here , he'll get embarrassed. Whatever it is , that's how we became friends. Faiz, you can be so selfish with you're ego sometime but my oh my , you still charmed me with your style. I know you are handsome , charming , funny , laughable , make fun of people , friendly and irresistible with food. But , you should keep your mouth shut at times. Be silent , maybe that's the best way to be better. Anyhow , because I accept people the way they are , maybe you should too. Hazrul, you've helped me a lot. A lot. In many ways. You think all the time and sleep (sometimes) but I know when it comes to telling the truth, you became a much matured person. Tipu sunat , biasalah. You will always make people comfortable around you and you are nice to everyone. So , thank you Faiz for add me on MySpace back then and Hazrul for letting me become one of your friend ♥

HAZEEM AHDA & AHMAD SYAHIRAN
Hazeem a.k.a Class clown. Making people laugh , that's his job. I will never be close with Hazeem and I will never get tired of his jokes. Mesti ada je. Laughable he is. But sometimes when things get rough , he would shut himself down. A bad temper he has, he should appreciate people around him a lit' more. But that's what makes him "Hazeem" today. Syahiran always fool me around with his weirdness. Mia , sikit air (: Hi, Mia (: Kenapa Mia ni ? (: and his laugh , hehehehehe :D okay , no one would ever replace you. You used to teach me Math and asked English questions when needed. You are a very smart and very Syahiranish. haha. Either way , you guys are amazing ♥

NIK MAZLIYANA & AFIQAH NORHASELI

Nik is this mysterious girl who's living in an open world. You have this huge brain so you could remember everything. You are one of the smarter's people I've ever met. Your beauty and brain is irresistible. Maybe you like to be a loner Nik but I know your not.You can be as friendly as you want , this world will never stop you. Treat friends the way they treat you, doesn't that seem's fair to you ? So , be happy okay (: Afiqah , thank you for seating next to me when I have nobody there. You were the one who guided me through a lot of things. I will never open the key to the treasure , your problem will forever be kept. So, thank you Girls ♥

SAFWAN SHAHAR & HAZIQ NIZAM

I am really happy for you , Safwan. Switching girls is not what your doing , thank god. She is the one , right ? Congratulations , anyhow I wish you all the happiness in these world.The first time I met Safwan is around 14y/o during Form2 year. Man , that was suck. I hated my form2 life, I was a mess. But Safwan gave me this light that you can do whatever you want and still people respect you. Yeah , sometimes you said a lot of things and I know some of them are true nor not. Either way , you're still the best when it come's to hanging out with Najmin, hihi. Miss her don't cha ? I miss her too dude. Insyallah after SPM (: My little cute handsome Haziq whom always changes his hairstyle. I would see 10 different hairstyle in a year , haha. I see you as this potential person who can really do something and I hope you will. I know you can , I believe in you. Have faith because I do. You can dance and silat. That's incredible. I think you can do more if you try. Thank you for smiling at me all the time even though time's get rough. I believe in you guys ♥

HUEY YEN & SHI MAN

I met you ladies last year and I'm really happy. Remember when we ate lunch together ? hihi , that was cute right ? I hope we can do it again. Maybe , one day (: You ladies had taught me so much to be from being matured , eco-friendly , open minded and knowing Chinese culture. -Ni hau ma ? Wa de min se` Amirah Fatin . Wo pu che tau. Wo ai ne~ haha. Thank you. You ladies will always be remembered , I guaranty♥

FADHLIYANA MUSTAFFA & NURUL HAYANI

I've been friends with Fadhliyana since elementary school. We used to be good friends but now we're just friends. I know you're life have changed and you've been through a lot with your family , I hope it went well. I would love to wish you all the best in the future. Hayani is the quite girl in class. No,not  Shi Man , that's from my point of view. You have to really talk and don't wait for people to start first. You have this tall body but you snoutch all the way. You are beautiful , you both need to know that ♥

AMIRUL AMRI & ZAHID ABDUL AZIZ

America have Justin Bieber well we have AMRI ! yes , AMRI ! The boy who has everything. The way he smiled , the way he seats and the way he flattered. Amri is one of a kind in an awesome way. I guess Amri doesn't seem to know what goes on in that class but care. Do you understand ? Amri is Amri, that's all I have to say. While in the meantime , Zahid is like this imaginary friend I used to have when I was little. He is very open-minded about things and give people a second chance. He cares and doesn't care at the same time. But mostly , he cares in his interest. He like what he likes just to make himself happy. Zahid is a treasure when it comes to pictures taking. Priceless man , susah nak tangkap but that one day , he was googeling and type : Zahid oi . He found his picture. Kinda famous I guess. Amri has own style to live his life and Zahid has his own things to do with his life-That is the only common I can found. Well done boys♥

HAVINAESH , KUMARESAN & SRI SUGUNTHAN

I still remember I went to the library with Havinaesh the last few years. Its been a long time sine we hang out like that. You are so nice to me since the first day we met. You care a lot , Thank You. You give me advised about friendship and teach me math until now. You can be very unpleasant sometimes but you still have your game on. You like BMX , you love your girlfriend and you like purple. hihi , that's 3 things I know about you well act there's more but that's okay from now. I guess. Okay moving on to Kumaresan , well I barely talk to you Kumaresan. I'm sorry. I just don't have anything to say and so do you right ? But , its seems like you are very suspicious. Its okay. Either way , your the Sharkh Rukh Khan in class. Last but not leas , Sri Sugunthan the one who desire everything. I'm sorry for your mum lost. I know you don't feel anything but maybe who knows one day you will. We'll just wait and see. Your love life has been complicated in the past few weeks , right ? I wish you all the best in that. But , I'm very worried about your studies. You told me that thing you told me which I cannot mention here cause its a secret. But the thing is , keep your head up high. I know you can do it , you just have to try. Leave the negative take the positive♥

SARAH RAMLI & WAN NUR FATINI

Your passion for art is just to wide Sarah. You can't leave it. You have to tell your parents what's you're real passion. I look through all your paintings and trust me honey , all ofthem came from your heart. I hope you will successed what you're parents desire. You can be anything you want just remember that. May all your problems go away and you shall have you to yourself one day. Don't let anyone force you. Let them accept you for whom you are. But , you have to always compromise with people. Sometimes when people wanna help you, they really do. Don't shut them down. These are the people who can help you. Just give it a try. Oh the wise Fatini, the way you talk , the way you laugh and the way you walk is so flawless. How could I resits you. Thank you for giving me advised all of the time and thank you for the cute, lovely , adorable text. hihi (; Let me tell you something ; YOU ARE VERY MYSTERIOUS in a good way. You cried once but I really don't know what's the reason but I hope its better now. I know you won't tell me your life but as long as you are okay with it. I'm okay (: May Allah bless you both ♥

SYU'AIDI SALIHIN

The first time I saw you , I though ; hmmmm, you must be different. Turns out you are. Yeay! You can be sensitive and insensitive sometimes (: You had helped me a lot , secara sengaja atau tidak. Syu'aidi , you are different in many aspects. You can laugh and be mad at the same time. You make faces I rarely found. You have this sense of people who's trying to get you. You don't like girls to touch you , you really hated it. You are smart in your own way. You let people into your life. Certain people I guess. You are very polite. You are the kind of friend I would remember, you play along with my jokes even though its not funny. Kay , malu sekejap. haha. You speak English with me , me likey. haha. Thank you for being you. May you find the right girl , who can touch you. haha ♥

AMIR FARISH

How do I start this ? okay , relax Amirah. You can do this. Just type. Type about him. Well , here it goes.
You charmed me with your text when we first text in 2009/2010. I think, well it was during Ramadhan and Syawal. What I remembered the most is you will never stop me. But, I will stop you. I would always say : kay , sorry Amir. gtg. or I have things to do or Text you back or things like that. Sometimes I rethink , does it hurt ? Well, I'm sorry. I was young and foolish. I was a very big fool back then. Didn't know what to do with my life. What I really want to say is, thank you (: Thank you for all the sweet text back then. You made me feel un-in-se-cu-re. I though you were the one for me. I guess. Well , you act cute and I like it but when I met you in reality , your just this quite and shy person who talks to guys a lot and girls online. I have to be honest , I stalk you for a while. Creepy -__- Apparently , you are very friendly with the girls. So , I rethink again.Okay ,so maybe the way you text me is the same way you treat other people. That's when I stop or push you away. Sorry. So time goes by and years past. I ended up in the same class with you. Yeay! I rethink what I think about you and I though , hey you're just you. You being you. You have this standard that no one will understand but maybe that's why people like you. I guess. Well , I ended up liking you. hee (: You used to gave me laughter I never had before , you gave me chills every time we text and you have the same birthday as me. A BIG CLAP for that ! You grew and you became wiser and you think positive which I should do to. You were my best friend back then , you kept my secrets I hope you still do (; hhmm , I think you never tell me yours. Okay now , you are very mysterious. haha, kidding. So , I'm glad I've met you and I hope you'll find the right one where you text differently from the other girls you greet before. Well , all the best ♥

MUIZZUDDIN SANIP 

My leader. The leader for the class. The one who protects everyone and also the one yang tak bagitahu cikgu siapa ada dalam kelas or ponteng sebab takut kena marah , so I have to tell. Okay , I'm your first victim. You have this weird way to tell me what to do. You won't let me walk alone, you will stay with me. You won't let me feel bad , you comfort me. You won't let me be to happy , cause you know I will cry. Din oh din , no one could replace you. How shall I thanked you :') Your life must be complicated after what you told me last year about you know what and you know who. Your okay I guess , on wards. The thing is , why did you stop? You should go on, the things you did. Well, maybe its for the best , right? Your happy now and it seems to me that you are getting very serious with your studies. I'm impress , well done Din. You can be better , I know you can. You my friend is different. You keep secrets to your on and you don't talk about it. You have the same thing with Amir , maybe that's why I'm comfortable around you. You guys keep secrets but have you ever tell yours ? hhmm , suspicious. haha , kidding. Before I forgot , may she lighten up your world the way you wanted. Trust me , she will keep you alive and she will stay with you even though your trying to push her away. Good Luck in your SPM Din and all the best for the rest of you life ♥

FARHANAH SYAZWANI

You're the best. You're awesome. I have no idea how to thanked you. You are the most encourage person I've ever met. You don't know how many times I've type your name in my blog. You and Iman are the best ! Gosh. I grew up so much because of you. We met in 2010 but I was close with Nabilah and you were close with Syaza but we're in the same class and you made jokes and you laugh and you are so love able. Everyone likes you. Then came 2011 (form 4) I was sitting in the class with Amal. You are the only person I'm glad to see in my class. Yes , Wani is in the same class. Thank God :') I started to eat lunch with you. You gave me space to fed in and you were being friendly all the time. I won't forget the smile on your face when you let me eat lunch with you. Thank You :') Look , where I'm standing today , your my best friend now. I don't wanna lose you like I lost Nabilah Daud. Well, I hope she's happy now. Sometimes I get so jealous when someone is close to you. But when I think about it , pfftt macam tak apa apa je. That's how you let me in ,you we're being friendly , that's why people like you. aaww Wani , how precious you are </3 You are the only person I trust in that class. You gave light when I needed one. I don't know how to repay this friendship (wiping my tears). I'm sorry , if I did anything wrong. Just so you know , you can hate me if I hurt you. Okay ? But , I'll try my best that I won't. Thank you Wani , thank you for everything ♥

I must say , it turn out great. Being in these class , I've learnt a lot. From being a friend to a best friend , from an enemy to be a close friend and from imagination to reality. Thank you guys :') I may not be the same Amirah I used to be I'll be the one who remembers everyone stories~ Can't stop crying right now , you guys changed my life. I've been through a lot but you guys made me feel like its worth trying (: HAPPY FASTING EVERYONE , MAY THIS YEAR RAMADHAN WILL BE THE BEST FROM THE REST. Insyallah (: I'm sorry for all my wrong deed's. Sorry.

May all our happiness stays forever in that class and our true journey begins when we're leaving. 

-Amirah Fatin

I type this three days ago and now I'm done.

Sincerely , Nur Amirah Fatin bt Amin Abdul Nasir

(the one you called Mia) 

Saturday. 16:42 p.m. 21 July 2012