Listening to The Script every time I blogged makes me feel different. Talk to Iman a few days ago, really miss him though. I don't know why but I feel strange. It doesn't effect my studies at school cause I promise Mak Abah , I will fight nor it doesn't effect my relationship with my friends but I do feel different. Strange isn't it ? Iman told me , it's okay to feel different. Sometimes you have too or else you won't step back from your life and think. THINK. I think , I think to much. See ? Abah told me not to think to much because you will have doubts. DOUBTS. I doubt a lot. My goodness, what am I doing ?
I don't feel comfortable around certain people. Its not that I don't like them , I just feel hopeless sometimes. But a smile on my face going to school acting like there's nothing going on , no one will notice right? I'll be better I know I will. Dear heart , do we have to do this again ? I hope your getting stronger heart cause this will be a different roller coaster ride.
Ya Allah, kuat kan lah hati hamba mu ini dalam bulan Ramadhan. Mungkin Allah sedang bagi petunjuk (: Ramadhan kan ? Anything can happen (:
Dear Iman , thank you for answering all the calls and replying all my annoying, messy , hopeless , insecure text. I'll be there when you need me , don't worry. You can be my peanut to my butter except this time I will eat you. haha. Good luck with 'N' or should I say Taylor Swift , kay dah lain dah pulak. Sampaikan salam I untuk dia (: Talk to you soon babe~